Excuse my lack of updates. It’s no fun when your kindle is
stolen. Anyway, I happened to find that I’m quite enjoying this book more as a
physical book than a kindle, and I have no idea why. Anyway, though it still
offers a lack of description and only occasional quotes, most of which are
embedded in the descriptions, I find that I tend to enjoy all of the character’s
quirks. Billy’s constant stream of stuttering, McMurphy’s sass, and I tend to
even enjoy being delved in the narrator, ‘Chief’ Bromden’s insanity flashes
which he calls the fog.
or a while I took everything he said very literally, then I
kind of realized that it was all hallucinations and it made A LOT more sense. Bromden
always talks about this ‘fog’ that he hides in sometimes that stops him from
getting hurt. He says “Nobody complains about the fog, I know why, now: as bad
as it is, you can slip back in it and feel safe. That’s what McMurphy can’t
understand, us wanting to be safe. He keeps trying to drag us out of the fog,
out into the open where we’d be easy to get at,” (123). It seems like when they
go on these insanity flips, they aren’t as bothered by the staff of the asylum
to follow procedures in particular and they are excused if they do something
somewhat out of line or don’t respond because they simply are unable to. What I
notice here is that he doesn’t say ‘McMurphy doesn’t understand”, which would
imply he was capable of doing so, but just hasn’t. He said “McMurphy can’t,”.
McMurphy can’t understand because he’s not insane. He will never be in the
situation that they’re in, so when they space off or become distant he can’t
see why. McMurphy tries to get them to open up and be happy when they play
games like poker or monopoly with jokes and other things, and can’t see why
they don’t actually do so. Bromden overall blames the asylum for his ‘fog’,
developing this ‘fog machine’ in his mind. Maybe he’s trying to say that the
hospital is really what’s driving him mad. While on the other hand, McMurphy
brings a little light into the situation and helps the citizens lighten up and
pulls them out of that fog.
I would go into more context with this, but I don’t know how
much it will be stirring the plot and how important it is. All I know is that
McMurphy is practically trying to get the Big Nurse to flip her lid. She did it
once already, and after a bit it seemed like his antics were calming down when
he realized that she’d probably extend his time at the hospital. Then,
SURPRISE, he just screwed her over again. I kind of feel bad for her, having to
deal with all this. However, I gotta stick to that protagonist side. Can’t
waver too much. She’s being made out to be such a bad guy too so to keep things
simple for me, I’m just gonna hang around McMurphy’s side (though it seems like
the poor girl’s just doing her job).
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